that was the worst night
i had EVER gone through
&i don't want to live through that ever again
that feeling of your heart being so numb
like it's not even there
it being broken into a thousand pieces
and that thought that you and him will never get back.
it's heartbreaking, it really is.
your whole world just collapsing
you can't sleep knowing that he'll forget about you.
every forbidden thought about what you vowed to never do coming into your head.
especially seeing him in the morning and realising that he isn't yours anymore
then it finally sinks in that you've got to move on

but every great love story has it's difficulties
this is just one we overcame
if we hadn't i honestly don't know what i'd have done with myself.