There's this constant battle
going on inside my head.
One side says that I need to eat, I need to stay well.
The other side says that I can't eat until I'm
perfect.
The thing is, with every pound I drop,
I feel farther and farther away from my goal.
The more weight I lose, the more I want to keep losing.
It's becoming an addiction.
I went into this thinking if I just control my eating, I'll
be okay.
But now I'm seeing that my
eating is controling me.
