I'll never be good enough

No matter what I do, someone else will do it better. I can put my all into something and someone else can put half of the effort in and they still produce something better. I wake up and spend hours on my makeup and hair and what I'am wearing and someone with sweats will look better than me. I just want to know what it is like to be good enough, not better, just good enough. I want someone to make me feel special. I want someone to tell me they love me and that I'am beautiful. I just want someone to love me and let me know that I'am good enough for them.