You're not fighting in a ring. There is no bell telling you when to start and stop, and the opponent in the other corner is not a guy with gloves on. It's you and perhaps you're the scariest opponent of all. You know all your weaknesses; know how to lose. Every time you get knocked down, you both lose and win, and the only person who cares whether you get back up or not, half wants you to stay down. But maybe this is easier, not harder, the more time passes. It's between what  you want and what you want more. You know you'll have setbacks, but its your choice what happens next, choose to fight!