"I think when it's all over it just comes back in flashes, you
know? It's like a kaleidoscope of memories; it just all comes
back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw
him that this would happen. It's not really anything he said, or
anything he did -- it was the feeling that came along with it.
Crazy thing is, I don't know if I'm ever going to feel that way
again. But I don't know if I should. I knew he world moved too
fast and burned to bright, but I just thought, 'How can the devil
be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel
when he smiles at you?' Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I
guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it
all wasn't losing him. It was losing me."