Ever loved someone so
much, you can't imagine anything without them? You can't
imagine him not being there in front of you during band. You
can't imagine not being able to throw pencils at the back of
his head. You're friends ask why you like him so much, and
you sit there for an hour, listing his imperfect perfections. You
like that person a lot. You get butterflies in your stomach, just
thinking about them, then you see them, you can't
stop smiling long enough to even say 'hi.
It hurts when they talk
to another girl. You get jealous but you won't admit it to
youself. You guys get on well with each other, but so does he and
your friends. You just want him to be yours, but that's not
possible because you get nervous around them and run away before
you can even get the begining of "will you go out with
me" out of your mouth. Weekends suck, because you had
planned on asking him that Friday but never got the chance
.
And the worst part is,
he knows you like him and he won't do
anything about it.
