"You’re not good enough"
 
Are the words repeated in my head.
"I love you." Was the biggest lie I've ever heard.  How could you do this to me?
Did you enjoy making me cry myself to sleep everynight? Having me Starve myself because shes thin and I'm not?  Waking up everyday with that regret?  Deciding if you should end it or not but leading towards staying because I love you? Did you know I'd find out? Did you feel bad? Ive wanted you forever and finally when I have you I realize im not good enough.  I guess I'll never be.  But I love you. I actually mean that though, because I'd never even think about cheating.