I shouldn't have change myself to get my
crush to like me.
I shouldn't have to quit dancing or quit eating because my
thighs are to big for him to even consider me.
I should have to change my red hair to a 'natural' color
for him to look my way.
I shouldn't have to cake on the makeup. When some days
I'm to lazy to even put any on, for him to acknowledge my
presence.
I shouldn't have to change the type of music I like for him
to have a conversation with me.
I shouldn't have to change the type of perfume I wear to some
popular A&F one so he will give me a hug.
I shouldn't have to change the fact that I
love Austin Carlile, Vic Fuentes, Kellin Quinn,
and Tony Perry for him to hang out with me.
I shouldn't have to change the friends that I hang out with
so he will come over to say hi.
I shouldn't have to completely change my schedule so that I
could come with him to some party for the 'cool
kids.'
But yet, I
catch myself doing just that for some
reason.