October 20,
2012
I don't know what
has been happening to me anymore. Each day brings a new struggle.
My condition seems to be getting worse. I spent thursday in the
hospital and friday I rested. I can't take all these needles
anymore. I hate seeing nurses and doctors. They haven't done
anything for me but let it get worse.
He hasn't answered my texts in a few
days. I'm worried. Where has he been?
He better be alright. He is my
main priority in life. He is my life. Maybe
he might have moved on, but I know
he can feel it to. Almost as if we are still
connected, but in another world.
My grades have been slowly dropping. I've been trying so
hard, but nothing seems to help me anymore. I'm so
distracted. I'm losing myself again, or maybe, I've
always been lost.
It'll get better my love.
-SocietysCreation
