So I called him.
I broke up with him over a year ago. On September 20th, I called him to tell him that
I missed him,
and that I am so incredibly sorry for what I did to him.
We were in absolute love and I ruined it. 
I poured my heart out to him and I even started to hysterically cry.
I told him that if I could go back and take everything back, I would.
I knew it was A LOT to handle. I mean, he wasn't expecting the call
and the fact that I burst in tears made it even more awkward. 
He didn't say anything after that. 
Alright, that's a lie. He said "I'm over it. I'm done with everything that happened in the past."
And then that was it. I told him if anything could ever go back to the way it was before, that would be amazing. 
And then he said "I'll call you later." 
He never called. 
It's been 3 weeks. I blew it, guys. I ruined the only great thing
in my life. 
What's wrong with me? Please someone tell me.