I wish
my l i f e was
b e t t e r
So this is how it goes always. . . someone
somewhere comes in your life .. stays.. make your life worth
living.. maybe make you cry and maybe make you realise that you
have something to live for.. and suddenly when they just get bored
. . . they let go . . . and move on which is just one step easier
for them compared to you. . . and when you encounter memories which
makes you miss them. . . it's like calling your puppy back when
it died. . . and you realise how perfect you really are. . . and
believe maybe someone else whom he/she went out with is way better
than me. . . so there goes the time when you sit down in front of
your computer screen with a little amount of tears out wondering .
would things ever be fine? Let's post something somewhere on
the internet maybe to seek attention so that somewhere you can get
a friend who kinda would be there for you the moment when you feel
like giving up. . . mum. . . dad. . . I love you both. . . and
somewhere i try never to hurt you. . . even though i am just a
little guy who dedicate his teenage life in finding a girl who
would be sincere to me.. and always remain there no matter what and
maybe always would do anything for the sake of the relationship..
somewhere you wonder is it just me who believes in love and maybe
dedicate all my life about it? sometimes i can't study but that
doesn't matter, i always have been nice to everyone why does
only my life has to be in a way that i kinda get the feeling of
hating myself? i wish i was better.. somehow. . .
.
I wish my l i f e was b e t t e r So this is how it goes always.
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Oct 5, 2012 1:05pm