One of
the scariest feelings in life is when you realize you aren't
afraid to die. You don't look when you cross the road
anymore. When you take pills you take however many come out.
You're not afraid when you hear those creepy creaking noises
in your house anymore, because you hope they'll get you. You
seek out dangerous things, because you want to die. You stop
caring about yourself, totally and completely. Nothing about you
matters anymore, and at some point you look at yourself and
become scared of yourself. Because you're a monster, one who
only hurts itself. And that's scary.
