there will always be that
one person that no matter what they do you will always love them, no matter how
many times they screw you
over, hurt you, and ignore you. You still always love
them and even though they
don't love you, you will always love them, which is just terrible since you want
them to love you more than anything else in the world. And how do
you deal with that? you
stop talking to them, tell yourself you don't care, but
you know you do. Even if
it's been months since you've talked and all
they did was hurt you, you know
that if they told you they loved you, you would say it back
in heartbeat. And it isn't fair that you
can cry late at night while
reading your old texts, while they sleep. That when that song comes on your
heartbreaks, and they
don't even look up. You can tell when this happens
to someone because when
they look at the other person they get this sad broken look in their eyes, but they
also have a smile on their face. I think this is the worst thing,
you can love someone so
much that no matter what they do, or how much they
hurt you, even though
they don't care about you, you still love
them. ♥
