You know that feeling when your stomach drops,
                                          and you just don't want to be on this earth anymore?
                                                I have that feeling, I don't want to live anymore,
                                I was lied to, and used. I told everything to someone who used to be
                              my bestfriend, but was a fake. And will probably never contact me again.
                                                                       I hate the world. 
                                                                         I want to die.