Just another
stupid Vent.
to anyone who actually takes the time to read,
Thank you, so much.
The last few days, I haven't slept very well. Actually, I
haven't slept at all since the day you broke up with me.
And tonight, I was just sitting in my chair, in front of the
computer, listening to music, and then I stopped. I turned down
the volume, I paused what I was doing, ignored everyone
who'd been talking to me, and then I realized why I
haven't slept.
It's not because I'm not tired.
It's because while sleeping, you're always in my
dreams. Before I go to sleep, you're always in my head.
When I wake up, I always wonder if you think of me too.
And when I'm trying to sleep, It's like I don't
ever want to wake up.
Because
I know there's nothing good to wake up to anymore.
Without you,
There is no substance.
No purpose.
No strength.
No Inspiration
No love.
All there is, is pain.
The pain of knowing I'll sooner or later have to face the
grim fact that you'll never be mine anymore,
But like you said,
It's for the best right?
I'll never see it the way you do.
I miss you.
I love
you.
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NiallHoranOneLove · 1 decade ago
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I know how you feel...its gonna be two weeks since by boyfriend broke up with me...i still cant sleep i just stay up crying and listening to sad songs...everything i do reminds me of him. He doesnt talk to me, but when he does he acts like he is soo happy and like none of this ever happend...when he broke up with me he wouldnt even tell me why he was doing it..i was so confuzed and still am..i feel for u more than you know, i still love him but i know he doesnt feel the same...today would be 2 months, if we were still together...but in that short time i fell for him and i loved him so much....