Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to
anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being
happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong
either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't
already understand. If you could want anything in the world it
would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and
being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will
constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't
take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just
because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be
able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.