Dear You,

I wonder if you ever think about “what ifs”. I don’t entertain thoughts like that because I deem them pointless and time consuming. But I wonder if you ever wonder what might have been different had you made different choices.

Do you ever wonder what would be different had you never asked me to be your girlfriend? What if you had chosen XXXX over me? What if you had chosen XXXXXX? What if you never broke up with me? What if we never got back together? What if I left last year like I was supposed to? What if you left last year like you wanted to? What if I never fell in love with you? What if I never existed in the first place?

What if?

What if?

What if?

I don’t entertain those kind of thoughts, but I wonder if you do. I wonder if you ever try to erase me…to erase us…out of curiosity. Just to picture what you’d do.

So much love,

Me