Dear Matthew,
I'm so sorry.
So so sorry.
I never meant to put you through this.
My dad told me that, if I don't break up with you, he will make
my life hell.
But, he can do whatever he wants to.
Nothing in this world will ever make me let you go.
I suppose this means we must be secretive.
I told you that you don't have to stay with me.
I know how stressed out you are, with everything.
I don't want to add to it.
I've been crying for about 5hrs.
Nothing hurts me more than the thought of you leaving me.
I had a nightmare, last night.
You had just decided to leave me, with no warning.
I woke up, in the middle of the night, in a panic.
I was crying and screaming.
I then looked through my phone, for a picture of you.
I saw your smiling face, and calmed down.
I could sleep, after that.
Today has been one of the roughest days I've had in
awhile...
Happy 3 months, I guess.
What a wonderful way to celebrate.
I've decided that I want to elope, when I turn 17...
We've been discussing it, for awhile, and that's what I
want.
I'm sick of people trying to tell us what to be.
We dictate what we do, not anyone else.
Well, I'm off to bed.
I love you.
More than you an imagine.
Love,
Abba <3
Dear Matthew, I'm so sorry. So so sorry. I never meant to
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