So i  just needa vent.
Me and my ex boyfriend have dated for three and a half years.
We met at my bestfriends bonfire when i was in ninth grade.
Im now a senior.
I really thought he was amazing.
Yeah we fought but we always made up.
I really did love him. I still do.</3
On thanksgiving he invited his friend over.
Which he dated for a little while when we were broken up.
He asked me if it was ohkay and i said yeah, thinking nothing of it.
She played me.
Pretended she had no feelings for him and that she just wanted too be friends with me and him.
The next day we broke up.
They started dating.
I pretended not too care.
Every day since i've regreted saying it wasn't ohkay.
I miss him with everything in me.
We don't even talk anymore.
Maybe it's not meant too be but i wish we could at least be friends.
I'm trying too move on and be strong.
But then theres days i dream about him texting me or talking too me, only too wakeup tpp dissappointment.
The worst part is, she's only thirteen.
She's cheated on him, lied too him, and used him.
And he fails too realize this even when brought too his attention.
I just want too be able too talk too him again without feeling rejected.