Dear
John,
I don't know how this letter will sound, all I know is I
need to write it. I'd rather look back & say
"I can't believe I said that", than "I
wish I said that".
Here it goes:
I care about you. I knew I would since the beginning of this year;
the first time I really layed eyes on you. Something about
you, about your eyes, showed a glimmer of hope. That's always
been one of my favorite things about you; how your eyes peered into
my soul, almost. Remember the day we met? My cousin
I introduced us. It was a Monday. There's
more, though. When you got your new phone & told
T you didn't want me to have the #, it made me
feel like you seriously were annoyed with me. I was trying to cope
w| that; how bad it hurt to think of things to say to you, then
turn them down b|c you didn't wanna' talk to me. But that
wasn't even the worst part. No, the worst part was locking eyes
like we'd always used to, but this time, no
"inviting" feeling. The look read "Stranger".
Then came when you went crazy in the cafeteria; fighting off
Mr. F. I won't lie, everytime he'd push
you or shove you, I felt as if I was getting numerous stabs at the
chest. I tried to hold back the tears, but seeing you get hurt
physically AND seeing you crying like that? OHMYGOD, did it
hurt... But T always said it was better to just
"leave it alone". But now, since everything's broken
between us, it's the simple things I love for. The casual
smiles, playful conversations. I guess this is goodbye. Well, one
last thing to say: I, I kind of think I love you... & I'll
sure as hell NEVER forget you.<3
Sincerely, _______<3
Dear John, I don't know how this letter will sound, all I
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