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This is a vent. If you don't like vents, don't read it. I've been depressed lately, over nothing. I will cry, even when I'm the happiest I could be in a while. I'm not sure why this keeps happening. I will be so happy one moment, and bearing back tears the next. I'm not scared to admit that I'm not happy with my life. I'm scared to admit that I'm willing to throw it away. I know things can get better, but everything gets worse for me. I'm scared for myself, I'm scared for the pain I endure. I actually started cutting again, and I'm so ashamed. it has been 8 months or more, and I ruined all the hard work. I'm so stupid, I feel like a complete idiot. Here lately I've just been putting myself down because I can't take making myself all happy for no reason, because there's really no reason. But today, I sat down outside. For a month now, I've been trying to get these two kittens to come to me. But they were to scared because their wild. I was sitting on my patio out back, and I was crying. and I couldn't stop. One of the kittens came up to me, and sat in front of me. I just stared at it, and burst out laughing for no reason, and of course scared it. It was like a sign from god, telling me that I needed to cheer up, and I sure in the hell did. So thank you god, for making everything better me. and thank you to anyone who took the time to read this.  
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This is a vent. If you don't like vents, don't read it.

16 faves · 3 comments · Jul 17, 2012 1:40am

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lynskywalker · 1 decade ago
Stay strong. And this shouldn't be under vent, it should be under inspiration. Cause your story is inspiring. Stay strong, and hold on. The harder you fall, the higher you bounce :)
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jmikayla · 1 decade ago
Stay Strong. This has happened to me, and I am here typing this now, I'm here.
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knicole215 · 1 decade ago
cats are truly wonderful creatures-and I'm typing this while on witty at 2:30 am with my own cat laying against me. definitely get a cat in your life somehow-they're great listeners, they absorb tears well, and they have a hell of a sense of humor! so good luck with those kittens and stay strong beautiful :)
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