VENTING; Boy problems, anyone wanna help me
out?
Hi, soo
theres this boy (Todd, not his real name.) who I've been
talking to for the past 6 months. & we really hit it off on the
4th of July & have been seriously talking since. My friend
asked him and he told her that he's going to ask me out on
Tuesday. Two days away. A week ago I would have said yes in a heart
beat. But last Monday I met someone new (Matt, not his real
name.) We hung out for the first time & I had no intrest
in him when we first met. But as the day went on, I slowly forgot
about Todd, and started to get feelings for Matt. We were hanging
out with my two other girl friends and by the end of the night he
kissed me. We hung out again the next day and I started to like him
even more. I felt safe with him, like I could be myself. I
haven't felt that way in over two years. But on Thursday I had
a double date with Todd and our two friends. I realllyy thought I
liked Todd, but honestly, it's like I have to watch how I act
or what I say when I'm around him, like I can't be myself
and let loose. But when I'm with Matt it feels like I can be
whoever I want. But at the same time, Todd is a much better guy,
and sometimes I think Matt is only using me. And, everyone approves
of Todd.. But no one thinks I should be with Matt.
My hearts telling me Matt, but my head is saying Todd..
I don't know what to do/think, and who to pick.
I told Matt that I picked Todd, but now I'm having secondd
thoughts. AHH; someone help me before I go insane..
VENTING; Boy problems, anyone wanna help me out? Hi, soo theres
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Jul 16, 2012 12:02am
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ThatWeirdGirl* · 1 decade ago
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In what ways do you think Matt is trying to use you? But if it weren't for that I think you should go with your heart and pick Matt. You shouldn't have to act different around a guy or else you won't truly be happy.