I'm actually happy.
I have amazing friends, a wonderfully perfect, sweet, and cute boyfriend, my parents don't fight as much anymore, my sister and i don't fight anymore, and i honestly don't think my life could get better.
But the sad thing is, this terrifies me.
I'm literally that girl, when life gets to be like this. when it gets perfect someone out there goes "oh hey..she's happy. LET'S SCREW IT UP." and this is the happiest I've ever been in my entire life. I don't think i could handle it if it were ripped away from me...so ya know what?
I'm gonna do everything i can to make sure nothing goes wrong. i've let happiness escape me so many times before. not anymore. that person out there that likes to screw up my life doesn't get to have their fun anymore. this is my life. and for once i'm gonna control how happy i am.