I still miss him.. So much. 
I miss the way he would hold my hand, and if we didn't intertwine our fingers he would recorrect it and say "this way it's easier to never let you go." 
I miss the way he would push me on the swing in his backyard and laugh when I dropped my popsicle on the floor
I miss cuddling with him and him whispering in my ear telling me how special I am to him
I miss kissing him, when everything disappears, and it's just him and I left in the world, it felt so right to me
I miss our conersations til 5 in the morning, when we would talk about everything 
I miss his parents talking about how I'm just like family, that they love me..
I miss thinking that for once in my life, I meant something to someone
I miss waking up in the morning, and having a reason to get up
I miss feeling a need to take care of myself
I miss how I was when we were together, but its over, he left me for someone else.. I'm never going to get him back, no matter what I do. </3