Have you ever been alone
and your mind is troubled...

You want to tell someone something.
So you sit there alone pretending you're talking to the person.
And you practice how you'd tell them everything.
Letting all the feelings unfold.
Practicing over and over.
Confessing all the things you wish you could tell them.
...
Then you confront the person, planning on telling them the long, heart filled speech you planned out.
...
And you end up saying NOTHING of what you wanted to.

???
nmf