Is it right for me to get my hopes up?
Like to hope that something happens
But inevitably, it basically never does?
To hope that what is being said helps?

Either way, I can’t help myself not to.
I have to hope for small thing like this.
They are really the only thing saving me.
To hope. But, then to be let down by it.

What the hell is wrong with me?
Being broken keeps me together.
Getting hurt is now the status quo.
Sometimes, I lose track of life itself.

nmq.

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