When you decide to die, little
things begin to happen. You stop looking both ways before you cross
the street, you start answering the door without asking who's
there. You don't hold onto the railing when you go down the
escalator, you play with matches. You smoke, and breathe it in,
actually praying it will make a difference. Deciding to die is
actually almost nice, in a way. You stop caring. Even if you are
not pro-actively looking for ways to kill yourself, you stop
looking for ways to survive.
When you decide to die, little things begin to happen. You stop
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Jun 23, 2012 6:33pm