Continuing my story;
I contemplated suicide again on Wednesday. I could've done it
if he wasn't there for me. He saved me that night. He saw a
teacher on Thursday. He sent me a rough note about the
conversation.
Him: Vicky threatened suicide last night.
Teacher: Was she serious?
Him: God yeah.
They chased me down at lunch. I don't remember much but I
remember when I asked what they wanted she said "You know
damn well." She took me to welfare and then to find the
counsellor without taking her eyes off me. In the end we ended up
in the office. She left me in the care of a sweet office
lady.
I ended up seeing both the deputy principals. They called my
mother. Half the staff knows about my suicidal tendencies,
self harm and my mother took me to the doctors that
afternoon. I scored terribly on a mental stability test.
Friday my year advisor chased me down. Yay for being the
'special' kid. And now I have to report into my
deputy every morning. And I've got counsellor appointments
once a week.
I started my anti depressants this morning. So much nausea
all the time. And ugh the headaches. He won't stop worrying.
I won't stop worrying.
Too many things pushed me too far I guess.
1 faves · 1 comments · Jun 9, 2012 7:43am
seriouslyFML · 1 decade ago
Girl, believe it or not, i know how you feel :|
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