I'm here eating dinner by myself, at an empty dinner table. Why? My whole family ate without me because they're ignoring me. I'm trying so hard to stay strong, but school isn't going well and I dread coming home to a house where no one cares about me. Honestly, suicide sounds like a good idea right now. I'm trying to stay strong, and I know suicide is selfish. I know. But it's just hard knowing that everywhere I go im not wanted. I hate them. I don't even know why I'm here anymore. I feel like a waste of space.