micheal. 
i miss you, so much. i love you. i keep placing these images in my head of you that night. the night that you got taken away from me. the night that changed my whole life. i keep thinking of your neck snapping, your body being torn apart. and it really, really makes me sick. you were my soulmate. sometimes i think of seeing you again. and sometimes i think of swallowing the pills, so i can actually see you again. i can't take this anymore. you were my everything. and i need you back. and i will do whatever it takes to see you again. my last words, are about you my love. i keep thinking of what was running through your head, as the car was flipping through the air. what your last words were. i can't breath anymore without you sharing the same oxygen. i love you.