me neighbor, karter, likes me.
he keeps trying to get me to date him. 
today he asked me to hangout. 
when going to the movies later, i said yes.
well, we were outside.
he ran up to me, picked me up in a hug, and spun me around.
would have been the perfect moment if he didnt say,
(after me telling him to put me down)
"i know why you wanted to be put down. you dont want guys to realize how heavy you are."
thats one of the reasons.. mostly.
and the other:
the boy i love used to do that to me after we broke up.
i had to go home, and cry.