I got up and walked out the
door and I realized that James was still with me so I stopped in
the hall to let him catch up… I don’t know why
because I always kinda thought he was a little
annoying.
“Your not gonna faint again… are you?” He
asked a little sarcastically probably just to lighten my
mood.
“I hope not…” I muttered quietly, I hope he
didn’t hear that….
“Haha, yeah… I can’t believe you were out for
an entire 4 hours!” James started laughing
a bit. So I stopped once more, he was getting annoying
again.
“How?”
I simply asked. This question seemed to catch him off guard, like
I had just accused him of his darkest secret, and his reply was
kinda shocking to me because of his tone. He sounded intense and
worried.
“Uh…what do you
mean…?”
“I mean, how
did you hear what I said? I said it so quietly that even
I
could barely hear
myself.” He looked absolutely blank, he didn’t move
at all… not one centimeter. So I went
on.
“And why are
your eyes brown? I could’ve sworn they were… yellow
in your car? And what is with the creepy twitching and your weird
expressions?” I stared at him, waiting for him to move but
he didn’t. The bell rang for lunch but I just stayed there
looking at him suspiciously, people flooded the halls but neither
of us moved. I raised my eyes brows at him but he didn’t
even flinch.
“Just never
mind…never mind.” I turned and walked away, pretty
frustrated and whispered, “What are you?” under my
breath. I knew he could hear me, and I wished that someday he
would answer.
Home
I was too dazed to do much after I got home, tomorrow was Friday
which was going to be great! I have disliked this week, though I
don’t know why… or entirely why. I mean the fainting
incident wasn’t the highlight
of my week but
other then that has been pretty normal. Well, actually normal
isn’t a good word for what I was trying to explain, I
should’ve have said something like fine or abnormal.
Anyway, now I know that there is something up with Jacob…
I mean I think I had a pretty good idea when I was accusing him
of what he does on a normal bases and I’m definitely
prepared to confront him tomorrow. But for now I would just have
to suck it up and try not to guess what he is. So I decided to do
things that occupied my mind just because I didn’t want my
brain to run wild and free, so I studied.
Yes that’s right, I studied to my hearts content and
longer, I studied until my mom came home, and studied until
10:00pm my bedtime. I even dreamt of math equation, science
vocabulary and Shakespeare, which is way better then dreaming of
what I’ve been avoiding all night, James. Unfortunately
I’m not going to be able to resist the thought for long
because he’ll probably be at school today, but at least
today’s Friday.
I woke up in the morning with a headache from my own personal
class last night, but at least I’ll be prepared for the
test today… if we have one today. I wouldn’t know
because I was in the nurse’s office all day yesterday, yeah
that’s right, I still haven’t gotten over that. But
today I was determined to find out what James really is…
if he isn’t human, I don’t know for sure if he
is
something different
or if he just has some kind of disorder… but he
doesn’t really seem to have a disorder, to me that
is.
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