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   Why do you treat me this way?
Why do I not let what you do get to me? Why am I so damn forgiving?
I can forgive almost anything, no matter how bad.He uses me. He admits it. 
I am okay with it. Why do you not realize how much I like you?
But no, instead you sit here telling me how in love with my best friend,
who has absolutely no feelings for you, you are.I wish I wasn't so afraid to tell you
how I really felt.He told me that I should hate him. He listed reasins why I should hate him.
HE USED ME, for my body. But do I care? No, because I'm too freaking forgiving.
It scares me how much I like you. I have barely been able to say no as aften as I do.
One day, probably soon, I'm gonna give in. If that happens I'll never be able to forgive myself.
But for now, I'll just keep on letting you use me, why? Cause I am STUPID.
 If I could change everything I said that night, I would and I wouldn't be in this position now.
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