I feel
like this everyday, i would greatly appreciate if you read
this:
I Don't Know Why
I dont know why
there's a darkness inside of me
screaming at me trying so hard to come out
but it wont, all there is is evil taking over my brain,
Why me? What did I do?
I really dont know why
I dont know why
i cant break free of the sadness,
a hovering dark cloud over my head, always
I hear the raindrops splashing on my head
as i silently sit still staring at the darkness
i hate everything, i starve myself,
i just dont know why
I dont know why
i have to feel a slice across my skin
every single day, as the blood drips down,
i can taste it
I sit as still as a rock, sulking, wondering why this happens,
all alone, i can only hear myself crying and i can see the
monster inside of me, a rawr, a thousand times a day, the
darkness wont come out
I still just dont know why
I dont know why
I waste my time to fight the pain i go through
Should i keep trying? Should I give up?
But my heart just doesnt know what to do
I can smell the nearby death
and the flowers that lay upon them
I stand beneath the shining stars and think:
"I dont know why"
I dont know why
Im still here, my hopeless little soul
I still sit and wonder,
"Should it be time for me to go?"
Now i rest beneath the dirt and flowers
the pain has gone away
but no one ever did know why
it had to be this way
6 faves · 2 comments · Apr 1, 2012 10:24am
beanie98
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1 decade ago
Don't kill yourself. I can see where you're going with this quote. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temorary problem
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aislingtomlinson · 1 decade ago
Sometimes I feel that way to, behind the smile you know? But it sounds like you have a serious case of terminal depression. Talk to one of your parents or guardian about going to a therapist, or see your regualer doctor to see about getting some medication. Sometimes a friend can be a huge help too. Please don't do anything drastic though, its permanent, feelings change, and a network of people would be devastated if u left the earth. get help, im begging you.
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