This is to everyone who was amazing when I told them what I was going through
Last night I was rushed into hospital. I had been on witty infact and collapsed, I could only sort of hear anything and everything seemed faded and distant. I could see my mom crying above me and my little sister standing in the door, clutching the door frame while the paramedics rushed in. My dad was sitting on my bed, having rushed in from his home with his new wife. I felt as though I was looking over myself from the ceeling and seeing what was happening to me. Then I saw my nan infront of me, I swear, holding her arms out to me, calling for me to join her. She said she was happy and she wanted to see me again, that she missed me and that what I was doing was right. I was in surgery all night and only now have I been allowed on the rooms computer. I pulled through this time, but the doctors don't think i can do it again. Before I would have probaly cried alot and changed my mind about accepting the heart.
But now I'm not afraid of death, its not a bad thing, it happens to every one and I think now I am ready to die.
Thankyou
♥