I want to know your happy. I want you to smile all day everyday.
Even though you probably dont think of me anymore, well, not the way you used to anyways..I just want you to be happy. Thats all I've wanted since the day I met you...Even as friends I cared for your happiness more than my own. 
I promised myself I wouldnt fall for you, so I wouldnt get hurt.
I fell regardless..I would have liked it if someone would have warned me how much it hurts once you stop falling, and just crash at the bottom.

 I still have hope for us. And until the day you look me in the eye and tell me you didnt mean anything of what you said to me, that you dont want to be with me,that you dont love me...Until that day I promise you I will not give up hope. I promise you I wont even think of another guy. I dont care how long that wait is, youre worth it.
I have fallen deeply in love with you.