We met in the (summer by mistake). He was trying to avoid an ex
girlfriend of his, and I was trying to hide in my new bikini. It
was the summer before freashman year. I had never been kissed,
hugged, or looked at in a special way by any guy. I was insecure to
the max. That summer I had traded my glasses in for contacts,
straightened my hair, strictly wore name brand clothing, plastered
on the make up, and strived for friends. He was sixteen and I was
fifteen. He was tall, blonde, blue eyed, and tan. I was a
toothpick, braceface, f*dging ugly package. He smiled at me, and I
imeditly remembered him from somewhere. My friend whispered to me
" He's kinda cute". Then I replied " I know
him". Right away she gave me the "Hook me up look".
He whispered to her friend " Shes cute". Later that week
he started talking to me on facebook I didnt even know we were
friends on facebook. I found out we had gone to the same elemtary
school. We talked for an hour or so he was a football player and I
was a dancer (typical). Everytime I logged onto facebook from that
point on he'd talk to me. I easily developed a crush on him. He
made me smile for O N C E. Weeks passed and we had to fight for
eachother because I quickly realized that I wasn't the only
girl he liked. Weeks later he picked me. He asked me out under the
stars at our old elementary school ontop of a small hill on 10:17.
We quickly fell in love. It wasn't the usual kind of love it
wasn't puppy love or fake love. It was the real deal he stayed
with me throughout everything. We went about four months then we
broke up.... and the drama started, we got back together two
days later secretly. After I went to the school dance by myself. We
secretly dated for a while then we had a huge break up. The
fighting started the harrasment started, the posts on facebook, the
name calling, everything. But eventually we somehow got over it,
then he left again.... and went out with another girl., but right
before summer ended we got back together. We did everything
together we went boating, we went to fairs, we went out to eat, we
had sleepovers, we went shoppping, we went upnorth, we traveled
around, we went on long car rides together, we went to school
events, and school together, we hung out with eachothers families
too, we literally did everything together. Exactly a week ago he
dumped me... why? "Because I've changed" Everytime I
look at my clock it says 10:17 I tried to delete the <3 after
his name but my phone shut off and when i looked again it was back.
My close friend lives on a street with his name on it. " Our
song" has popped up everytime I turned on the raido. He was
everything to me we had the same bully, we dealt witht the same
problems, he cried over me how many times, and I cried over him
too. We were an unhealthy love but at the same time we were
completly different from everyone else. He never once judged me
even after all the mean things he said about me. He was everything
and I wish I could type out everything in this dang quote but I
can't...... and as for now hes gone and over me..... IT
SUCKS.
Daancing95101 · 1 decade ago
Thanks:).... I wish it was as easy as that..... unfortunately its not over
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