Letters to Brian.
Chapter 1
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Dear Brian,
Its been a week. One. Whole. Week. Every time i close my eyes i see the school, the lights above my head. i hear the screams and the blood. When i sleep, actually i take that back, i dont sleep. i cant sleep. not with him still out there and not when im in this stupid place. i sit here all day just looking at the white sheets and walls waiting for you to walk through the door, but i know you wont. i know that this is a dream, i just know it. but when i close my eyes, my dream becomes reality.
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"GET AWAY FROM HIM!" i screamed at his back. every time i opened my mouth a little more blood got into it. i tasted the metal-ness of it instantly, but i didnt care. i needed him to get away from you, i dont care if it brought him back to me but your too important to me. He turned around and fired one shot. it hit the wall a few inches above my head and i knew that meant for me to shut up. and i did. i saw him throw each punch after another and i still stayed silent. i didnt say a word. and when he took the rope out, i was still on mute. but yet you still fought back. i looked down and saw that my underwear and pants were still around my knees. i wanted to pick them up but my hands were still tied behind my back. i couldnt get up and go for help because he broke my leg. he stepped on it and it broke in half. there has to be someone around here i thought. its a school. how could everyone be gone? my thoughts were interuppted by your scream. i knew you were losing but i didnt want to believe it. i saw the blood spatters on the wall, but you were still fighting. thats what you are, my fighter.
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I start school in a week Brian, i dont want to go back. i dont want to see their faces and their eyes. they will all look at me differently. they all know what happened, or thats what they say. no one will ever know what really happened besides you and me. its our secret. and no one will ever in a million years be able to join in on it.
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heey(: first chapter, whaddya think!?! feedback would be awesome!! thanks so much!!
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