A little in my mind that takes up a lot. Hurts me inside and out. My eyes are tired & I feel weak. Too much on my shoulders no where to go. Tired, Weak, Stressed. Those are the words that suit me best. Thoughts rush through my mind like a rogue tornado. What do I do now that i have so little? Do I wait for it to get better? Do I pretend I'm okay when I know I'm not? No I sit and cry like a child and feel weaker and weaker cause my world is crashing down around me. Can't go to family they are the problem. Can't go to friends, I don't know who to trust. Im learning to love, little by little but I've been hurt too many times its just gets harder and harder every time. I'm on my way and soon enough I can make it, cause everyday I survive it proves how strong I can be and will be, if I just keep trying. So heres to my friends, family, and fellow wittians. I love you and thanks for keeping me alive. <3 (I don't want it to be colorful cause I feel colorless.)