I turned the song "Back To December" By:Taylor Swift, and I literally felt my heart sink. I hate this feeling. Everyone trys to give me advice, but its just not working. This song makes me think of him because it descibes us. He broke up with me in December, I can't sleep. I didn't call on his birthday when it passed. We went out from the Summer. I relized in the Fall I loved him. When the cold came, we got father apart. "Trues out freedom aint' nothin but missin you. Wishin' I relized what I had when you were mine. & I go back to December all the time." Its the truth. But now you like her, & I wish I just told you how I felt, maybe then you would still be here. "Id go back in change it, but I can't." </3