~conflicted~
i dont know what to do. ive never conflicted with my mind like
this before. everytime i think of it, it makes me ant to cry...
then i remember people are around me and i put on my smile and
try to act the same. ive loved him for so long, all i would think
about was him and every time he txted me i would blush and
smile at the thought of him. now i try not to think of him and
whenever he texts me i feel... strange, like im a bad person. his
friend said he is starting to like me and we are getting closer
each day he is one of my best friends, but thats the problem. im
starting to think of him as a friend and nothing more. i really
wish i didnt feel this way but i think i might be falling out of
love with him, and i miss him already. i kno im bad for him
anyway and i know that if he decides that he really does
like me, that i can no longer speak to him... end any pain and
conflicting minds. i really need to clear my head... to tell
someone but i dont know if i can tell anyone. im afraid and i
dont know why.
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creativeXname
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1 decade ago
Hm can this be who i think it is??
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camdenicole · 1 decade ago
no this is about anold friend of mine. i have written one about him tho. i just havent had a chance to put it up
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