There are so many things that I still want to do, so many places that I want to visit…
There are just so many things that it’s impossible for me to put them here.
 I feel that I’m just too afraid to take the step that it’s needed to do it.
 It’s like I know I can do it and at the same time I know that I can’t so instead of taking a step forward I take one step back…
I know I need to try before I quit but it’s just so hard to let the bad things that made you lose your confidence in yourself and start taking chances again.
 I know that there will always be that person that will try to put you down, that will say that what you did isn’t good or good enough.
And even thought I disagree I know I don’t have the guts to say: Let it be.

I know that the only person who gets a vote in my future is me and nobody else and now when I’m alone sitting in my bed and writing this everything is so clear but the moment I walk outside to the real world is like this was just a dream, a dream where I knew who I was and where everything felt good.

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