It's not that I don't want people to be
happy
It's just that pain in your heart hurts when you realize the
person you put first in your life, doesn't put you first in
their life.
When you feel like the person that you would take a bullet for
wouldn't be able to return the favor.
Your inside jokes for two become inside jokes for two plus
one.
The loneliness in your heart goes unnoticed by the one you spend
every minute with.
The only time you seem to get a response on facebook is when you
are talking about 'them'.
You become the "back-up plan". Always number
2.
It's just that I
want to be happy
too.