Bad grades on tests
disappoint people,
cheating disappoints people,
telling lies disappoints people.
In the end,
disappointment is usually temporary,
given by small things: bad things.
At least, that's is what usually happens.
It seems that I,
as a whole,
am the exception.
I disappoint people.
I don't usually have to try,
nor am I ever consciously doing it.
I'm a disappointment of a daughter,
a roommate,
a friend,
and a girlfriend.
Maybe I just never turn out to be
what people expect me to be.
I just feel bad letting everyone down.
And worst of all,
I hate being a disappointment to myself.
