Confession #15
I miss going to school, knowing you would hug me from behind. I miss getting bored in class, so I would play with your phiten that was always around my neck. I miss passing you in the lunch line, seeing you smile at me. I miss it when you would try to come to all of my softball games. I miss hanging out with you on the weekends, with your arm around me the whole night, no matter where we were or what we were doing. I miss your fingers fitting so perfectly into mine. I miss you squeezing my hand a little harder every few minutes. I miss looking dead into your eyes, without getting tears in mine. I miss when she was never even a thought in your mind. I miss you calling me after a fight, begging me to stay with you. I miss you telling me that I made you feel like you were on Cloud 9. I miss you telling me how beautiful I looked in my pictures. I miss seeing "Nick loves Callie <3" light up on my phone, because that's what you changed your name to. I miss people telling me how cute we were together. I miss you saying those three simple words, that meant more to me than anything... i love you. I miss doodling your name all over my papers at school, then erasing it. I miss when I would carve your initials into my side because of how much I loved you, not because of how much your hurt me. I miss all those cute little things you would say, that would always make me smile. I miss you getting jealous when people would tell you I liked Matt, even though I didn't. I miss the way I felt sparks when your lips were pressed against mine. I miss everything we had, and everything we can never be again.