It's
Never Enough♥
Chapter 3
It was a Friday night. Around 7. I was at
the movies with John, Miranda, Chistie, Jenny, Allie and Steven.
We were all walking into the theater. We took up a row toward the
front of the theater. As I went into the seats, John called
out.
"I'm sitting next to Logan!" He said. I blushed as
he sat next to me. He put his arm around me as everyone else took
their seats. We were all talking, and totally not watching the
movie. Allie and Jenny kept jumping behind the seats and scaring
us, until an old lady told them to knock it off. Everyone kept
trying to get John and I to kiss, I was so afraid. This would be
my first kiss. I know John wanted to, it was obvious. He knew I
wanted to, I think I made that a little too obvious. Jenny and
Christie had to go to the bathroom, I was so nervous of the kiss,
I went with them.
We were in the bathroom, all talking. I kept saying how I was so
nervous and scared. They kept calming me down and telling me it
was going to be perfect. I believed what they said, and went back
in. I sat down in my seat next to John, he placed his arm gently
around me.
"You know, you guys should kiss." Jenny said. I gave
her a shut-up-or-I-will-kill-you type of look. John looked at me,
and smiled.
"We should." I said quietly. I couldn't believed I
said that.
"You want to?" He asked. He knew I was completly
nervous.
"Yes." I said. After that, he leaned in. Our lips
touched and the kiss lasted for about 5 seconds. I know it was
short, but I spazzing in my mind. I could've bounced off the
walls at this point. I was so happy, never happier. My mind was
running with excitement.
I woke up, startled. It was all just a dream. Yes, it was true.
It was a recap of my first kiss. It was last year. Why did I
dream about John? I was finally over him. Why am I going
back? I like Ben. Why am I dreaming about John? I can't still
like John. I just can't! By now, I was fully awake. I checked
my phone for any new text messages. One new text, my phone read.
I clicked on it. It was from Maya. The text said, "John and
Allie broke up." This was just a few days after they went
out. I knew it wouldn't last! "Really?!?" I texted
Maya back. I was so happy, but I wasn't sure why. I keep
convincing myself I don't like John anymore, and I like Ben.
But what if I'm still in love with John, and Ben's just a
distraction? Ugh. I threw on skinny jeans and an Abercrombie nice
shirt with flowers. I did my make-up, straightend my hair,
brushed my teeth, and went downstairs for breakfast. I didn't
want to talk to my mom, my dad, or even my older brother,
Spencer, who I tell everything to. I just wanted to be alone. I
needed to talk to Maya, Emma, Christie, or Deanne. My four best
friends. Maya and Emma I've been best friends with since
forever. But Christie and Deanne I just met last year, but
they're my best friends. I needed their advice on what to do.
What am I going to say to John when I see him? Oh crap, I'm
going to have a whole period with him in writing! Ugh. I finish
my breakfast quickly and IM (instant mesage) Deanne. The messages
read:
Loganlovesyoux3: Dee. I need your help.
DeanneBlake101: Whats the problem?
Loganlovesyoux3: I had a dream about John last night. It was the
night of our first kiss. It was a perfect recap of what happened.
Ugh. Help!
DeanneBlake101: Noo! You can't go back to him! He was a
horrible boyfriend. This might be hard to get over him, because
he was your first love and all, but you need to. When Jadon and I
broke up, it took me forever to get over him, but I did. And so
can you.
Loganlovesyoux3: Thanks Dee.
DeanneBlake101: No prob! See you in school!
Loganlovesyoux3: See you.
After that, I signed off of aim. Deanne's advice did help,
but writing is going to be even more awkward than usual. Guess I
got to hope for the best, and hope the best is enough.
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