I wrote a message the text to my best friend telling her:

I wan't be again the best friend of Gerardo :'(
I wanna see you! I'm depress up to 19th
I won't be alone anymore
Just wan't fade apart this feelings, cry.
Without lies, i'm almost cut myself
Always do it with one bracelette just for feeling better.
I'm bad and if this is part of have 16 years-old; you better wish don't have it.
I spend 3 messages for wrote her.
The blonde boy; is a guy in our class, or that was. He killed one boy; i really dont care the dead-boy, i not meet him. The school starts in two weeks, is't gonna be hard. He was my friend and that hurt more.
Hot pink chicken; haha with him was all a rollercoster, and now him gone, and i'm hungry with him and i miss him; our last hug was in the worst moment.
Gerardo, my ex best friend. I lost him, he lost me better say. He choose him girlfriend, and i just looking. Now they broken and he and me can't take back our friendship. We tried but, is not the same.
The 19, was my birthday.

I before the send the message, was in my bed to the point of cut myself - No for all this, for all the rest- The pain is freedom. When i recibe a message of she: "Hey". And them i tell her.
A best friend coming, when no is called. Well, she is my bff and no more proof ot this. Was amazing, today 23-09-2.011 i'm almost cut me and a message save me, in the 21:01:55sc She just anwser me: I love you, so much sister. That is a best friend. In the goods and in the bad moments.

I dont want a 'Fav' I want that you read this with heart.

Its my first quote.