I honestly hate myself. I hate myself more than anything. I'm an awful person. I feel worthless all the time. I have an eating disorder. I'm not in love with my boyfriend anymore and I'm too afraid to break up with him so I'm just staying in the relationship to make him happy even though I'm miserable. I like someone else but we don't really even talk much anymore. I can't get over him though because I've had a crush on him for over a year. There are so many things going on with me and I just don't know what to do. I want to drink alcohol until I get alcohol poisoning and die. I want to die.

nmf/nmqnmf.