ok so i need to vent. I'm
in love with this guy, gavin, and he doesn't even care.
He's my best friend and he told me he didn't like me
anymore and it crushed me. i was so upset. and its like he
didn't care. I sat in bed watching sad movies, balling, and
eating ice cream for like a week because of him and he didn't
even bother to talk to me when he knew i was upset. yet i still
love him so much though. i wish he knew that i cried over him. i
think about him every second and i try to look as amazing as
possible just for him. i get sad when i don't see him at
school...its like coming to school was pointless without
seeing him. and i always make sure he sees me with a smile no
matter what. i just wish he knew. when i see people who are in love
i always just sit and imagine me and him like that. then i go back
to the reality that it will never be like that.
cuz
im
strong...right??
ok so i need to vent. I'm in love with this guy, gavin, and
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Aug 12, 2011 12:03am
