Another frustration leads t no good. makes me feel like i have nothing to live for. so a lonely girl sits in her room remembering the pain and thoughts that keep comming as new. so every time this happens she leaves a mark. so then maybe she wouldnt have to deal with the pain inside no more. Maybe she will be in heaven one day so that all this frustration confusion and emotional feelings running throw her head. most peopel think of this girl as nice sweet fun but most people just dont know her. She has a good life she had friends family but sometimes her family treats her as if she was stupid they tell her the same things ova and ova she knows what she has to do so sometimes she cant take it so she ends up leaving a mark of hate. this girl also has a boyfriend that is so nice he would do anyting for her. but she still gets those feelings and leaves a mark upon her wrist. sometimes the lonely girl wonders why me, why now, why do i get this way. life is so confusing and the only way she shows how she really feels is throw that mark. People just really dont know how she really feels. but maybe the lonely girl will find someting to live for maybe one day.